supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

first of all, this has nothing to do with jay leno’s petooshee. it’s big, but leave it be. no, this is about the group i created a few months back.

here i was, updating my darn friendster profile, trying as i might to satisfy my narcissistic tendencies when i see that the group has got to about 25 members. cool, i thought. so i hastily checked it out to see who else had joined and what has been happening in it.

*wham* i was as horrified as i was last night (a roach had attacked me over and over. view my xanga blog for more details) when i found that women have been posting announcements about the links to their nude pics.

i am disgusted, horrified, mortified, whatever. this is simply unacceptable. if they’re that desperate for attention and crap, posting the words "fuck me" over their heads will get them there easier.

seriously though, they can do whatever they want elsewhere - not in my group created for people living the sober life. i’m just pissed because this is downright a disrespect of me and of the group.

so to those who did such heinous acts, you know who you are, please send private messages or things of that sort next time. and please don’t go prancing around in my group displaying things like that for the whole world to see. and better yet, have some self-respect. geez!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0d0_iaStO7k

fun song. just check it out people. (whoever reads my blogs anyway…)

alas, i am "l word-less." ok what i do mean is that my world, as i know it, is free of the l word show.

seasons 1-3 went by in a blur and season four has come and gone in the blink of an eye. oh, the sadnosity of it all! *sob* season five will be airing in only God knows when… well, nine months, actually. but hello?! what the hell am i supposed to do for the next few months? bawl my eyes out until i get a copy of the season?

oh holy crap! i just remembered that you tube is banning the clips of l word episodes now which means that i have to wait even longer just to get a freaking dvd copy. (although some of them do get away with it for around 24 hours before the administrators catch them. hmm. i hope these people will still be dedicated to posting the episodes of season five.) life is mean. then again, our cable operator could just include showtime on the list of channels. but i guess parents would not be too pleased with certain things they show. haha.

so yes, i am left with the option of reviewing seasons one down to three (since the dvd copy of season four isn’t out yet.) it’s not bad, i tell you. the only problem i have with it is that sometime soon i’m bound to get fed up with it, aren’t i? or is l word that good of a show and that much of a black hole that i will forever be entranced by its beauty and sucked into its very existence? hmm, maybe. we’ll just see, i guess.

but wait! what’s this? a show taht came before the l word and was supported by the same producers (or something of that sort). interesting.

ok, i bought a copy of seasons one to four (or was that five?) of this show called queer as folk aka quaf (in my world). i watched a few episodes a couple of months ago. my sister and i kept comparing it to the l word and commenting how corny the jokes were and how it lacked the ingenuity and luster that l word had. and so we chucked it into the bottom of our dvd collection thinking that it was just not worth our time.

now here i am obsessing over it every single day, devoting every waking moment to it. (not really. clearly an exaggeration but i do spend most of my day watching it.) i am now on season three. *woot!* yey for quaf!

so to those who have had so much fun with l word and are in the same dilemma that i was in (namely waiting endlessly for season five and searching for the perfect substitute…) get yourself a copy of it.

i’m off to the queer world! not literally though. just the show. lol

still obsessing over the finale of l word. geesh, no more season four. nine more months until season five. *sob*

noooooooooooooo

*sob* i want the dvd of season four na… *sob* and season five should air na. puhleez!…….

pfft. i now officially DO NOT like youtube. what’s the point in going back to that site anyway?

they have banned all video post thingies of the l word. i am now cut off from my only source of l word season four episodes, which have been filled with "oomph" lately.

it’s sad, i tell you. now i have to wait for the pirated dvd copies. *sob* hopefully, they won’t take too long…

but then get this… it takes like nine more months for the next season to air. *wail*

i am officially depressed. and it’s funny, really. i am down because of a freakign tv show. but it’s l word, people! it is SO worth it.

to all other l word fans, join me as i mourn for our loss. *sob*

lmao.

woohoo! episode 8 is showing next monday na! and it’s going to be the last episode until carmen’s back. yey! but poor carmen. i wonder what’s gonna happen jud… shane and terminator girl, or shane and carmen (sharmen)? *sigh*

and jenny’s soooooooo jenny. she really is the "princess of darkness." kit was so right to call her that in episode 7. hehehe

that is all.

i love season four! hehehe seven more episodes to go. woohoo! three more then carmen is back! yey! well, for four eps lng daw. k lng. as long as she comes back. hahaha lalala! i can’t get enough of season four. thank you, thank you, thank you Miek87! you’re my savior! hahaha

fun. exciting. a wonderful creative outlet. period.

happy birthday, sister dear. *big grin* that is all. turrah! hehehehe

"i don’t mean to hurt you…" or "i don’t want to hurt you…"

haha familar lines, right? another friend has been victim to both those lines for the past few months. and it saddens me to have to hear her rave on and on about how each guy says that line to her. really. does he even mean it? because if he really does, then why do it? why hurt her? better yet, why even say that line? anyone the least bit sensitive would know that those lines are just pointless. no matter how you really mean it. they just make things worse. that’s a fact. the person’s in pain. hello?! saying that you don’t mean to hurt them won’t even register in their heads. so say what you have to say. don’t add any of those lines or other words of comfort because they won’t amount to anything at that point. and leave them be. they need time to mourn. don’t ask them every now and then how they’re doing. you mihgt think it’s sweet, but actually it’s just degrading at that point.

but who am i to point fingers? i’ve made the same mistake in the past. *sigh* that is the sadnosity of being human — the whole "making mistakes every now and then thing." still, i know better now and i’m telling those who happen to drop by my dear blog to not make the same mistake. hahaha what on earth am i blabbing about? basta. that’s all i have to say, i guess. oh, and i just pray i don’t make the same mistake again, though. hahaha