supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

college life can be a total bore and be totally fun at the same time. this week we didn’t have math and englhish for two days. why? coz our dear teachers were sick. i was happy to find out that we didn’t have classes but then i had absolutely nothing to do. ok. so maybe i did get talk and stuff but that was it. really… i miss my high school classmates so much. i miss all the things we used to do, the places we used to go to, and everything else that has anything to do with 4-richie fernando. :(  oh well. there’s nothing i can do about the fact that we’re all in college and have gone separate ways. all i have left are the bittersweet memories of the many times we spent together. and although it hurts sometimes to recall all those times, it still brings me comfort to know that we had fun and that i’ve had the chance to get to know them. i love them all so much.

um, my blockmates for this sem are nice too. they’re fun to be with. but some of them are just so uptight. i mean, haven’t they ever heard of loosening up or even relaxing? gosh! just a handful of us are, what i would call, wacky. i think there are about 10 of us that are noisy and well, "sociable" . ok. so i’m being harsh on the uptihgt ones. but it is kinda true. it’s like they don’t bother to have fun. well, the kind of fun that i consider fun. hmm, i guess that’s all…

the date? june 4, 2005. why am i writing? i have no idea why but i just have this weird urge to write down my nonsense thoughts. well, they’re not exactly nonsense coz they do make sense. ok, fine. i’m really writing because i want to express what i feel at this exact moment. i miss my friends. i miss the members of the so-called darstarenikechie group. let me give some sort of "background" for the group. i don’t remember exactly when we were officially hanging out together but that doesn’t matter. what matters that even if we just got to know each other better on our 4th yr in high school, they are oh-so-special to me. i don’t know how i could have survived last school yr without them.  i feel so secure and, dare i say it, complete when i’m with them. they just get me man gud. they accept me for the insane, adventurous, spontaneous, impulsive, weird, talkative, outgoing person that i am. and i hate that we have to go to different schools. christa, karen and richie are studying at admu and mike is studying in addu. samok au. i mean, i’m happy man for them and i want them to take up whatever it is they want. in short, i want them to be happy. they deserve it.  pro at the same time i want them to stay here in cdo. with me. why? coz in a few days classes in xu are gonna start. and hello? that’s college! it’s untouched ground for me. i don’t know what it’s like out there! it’s scary. and i just want to at least have them with me when i go through it. you know, college. but all i can do is simply be happy for them and accept that thing’s change. things just don’t stay the way they are for forever. i have to move on with my boring life. oh well. basta wherever you guys are and if ever you get to read this, i want you to know that i really miss you guys na. pag ayu-ayu mo ha?